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Can't be on Tumblr when I know certain people loves to stalk me, see what I reblog and send me shit for it. I repeatedly get harrassed for liking Ben Paul and Nate from twdg and I can't take it anymore. Especially since they're from a person I used to respect. Congrats you two. Finally got another toxic person off of your tags eh? Well don't need to worry because I won't ever be on here again. Thanks for ruining my fun. Take care everyone.

It’s been a long time. How is everyone doing?

For me, staying completely out of Tumblr for a while have been the better choice of me. I’ve found solace in PSO2 and I’ve gained a bit of confidence and positivity since I started playing which is good for me I suppose, I stress way less over people writing hate about me under a read more and made me feel like an outcast of the fandom, among a lot of other things which I won’t mention because I’m not here to write/think about things that will put me in the same anxiety as before.

The main reason why I’m making this post is to apologize to everyone whom I am/was true friends with from Tumblr, you see, things were really tough for me last year… People I considered friends betrayed me more than many occasions, spitted things without me knowing, turned against me because of a rumor, or previous friends not knowing when to back off when I needed space. I constantly got hate asks about things I liked and despite turning Anonymus off, there was someone making an account just to send me shit. I got sick of it. People claimed that they loved me but all I saw was their actions which contradicted in their words. I became more and more depressed due to real life situations, Doctors telling me everything is okay and therefor I can live with these tremendous ongoing pain, family breaks, a person I do not ever want to see again became pretty much a permanent guest in this house, then a breaking point where I had suicidal tendencies everywhere. Everything became unbearable and then a major incident happened which made me leave the fandom for good(or idk, maybe I’ll come back when I hear better words of the fandom.) I was way too stressed over that as well. That was tbh a major blow and I honestly don’t care if that certain person will say that I’m taking on a victim role (Most likely, knowing what the person writes..) but that honestly was the point where I did not know who to trust or turn to. 

So leaving and not knowing who I’d stay in contact with that didn’t dislike me, I deleted nearly everyone off of everything I ever knew, and if that hurted you, I’m sorry. Truth to be told, I miss the fun we had. Skype calls, chatting and being just wonky batshit crazy over the slighest idea popping up in our minds. I hope that one day we can have that again, that is, if you guys forgive me for just completely cutting things off without as much as an explanation. Just know that I wasn’t mad at you or didn’t like you or anything like that.

Nobody probably cares but yeah, I had to write it. If you want to talk, feel free to readd me to skype or something. Or line if you got that. Or Facebook. Whichever works. 

Take care.

ysmirs:

do you ever have a character you never cared for at first BUT THEN SUDDENLY IT STRIKES YOU LIKE A LIGHTNING BURST AND ALL YOU CAN THINK ABOUT IS HOW GREAT THIS CHARACTER ACTUALLY IS

(via rteiogui9rweujgio)

spahck:

it makes me really sad when people have bad teachers because then you get people who are like “god i hate physics so much” but it’s because nobody’s explaining it well and they don’t get it. like they could have become passionate about physics but instead they shut it out forever. this applies to every subject.

(Source: hellativity, via s-spookysquibbles)

we-aint-borntypical:

stellarsarah:

zubat:

If she’s “too young” for her to be wearing “shorts that short”, she’s also too young for you to be sexualizing her body for wearing them.

Someone finally fucking said it

PRAISE

(Source: zubat, via fllyer)

cleme-ntine:

zombie-hickeys:

mark-twdg:

so when people hate on kenny its fine and others try and change his opinion about him but when i hated on ben people sweared, made posts and argued with me?

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dude, you tagged your hate. of course you’re going to get backlash for it.

It’s not just that, when bluewalltack reblogged it with “Literally noone cares” you started replying back very rudely to not only her, but to other people as well asking them to shut up among other things that sparked up drama around the fandom. 

Secondly, noone hated on Kenny. The OP asked why everyone liked him a lot when he was a dick to the player. He didn’t say “omg hes literalle a piz of shiet why do people liek him omg” What he posted was not hate, but a harmless question. That is the difference.

(Source: clemmymarsh, via genderdeity)

pencilhaberdashery:

takshammy:

zombiegrinder:

Holy shit, this is the greatest

Okay, so, I’m running on the assumption that people are taking this seriously. If not, my bad.

THIS IS INCREDIBLY NOT WHAT HAPPENED
AT ALL

This woman’s name is Amy, and she owns a bakery/restaurant called Amy’s Baking Company. Not only do they serve the customers store-bought food under the pretense of it being gourmet and house-made, but they treat their customers absolutely terribly. This woman once chased two guys out of her restaurant because they had decided to leave after waiting 2 HOURS FOR THEIR FOOD. SHE WAS PISSED BECAUSE THEY DIDN’T PAY FOR IT. IT’S ALSO PROBABLY GOOD TO MENTION THAT SHE DOESN’T LET THE SERVERS HAVE TIPS, WHICH IF YOU’VE NEVER WORKED AT A RESTAURANT, MEANS THAT THEY GET PAYED FAR BELOW MINIMUM WAGE. AT THE TIME OF THE KITCHEN NIGHTMARES EPISODE, SHE AND HER HUSBAND OPENLY CONFESSED TO FIRING OVER A HUNDRED EMPLOYEES IN FIVE MONTHS. GORDON RAMSAY GAVE UP ON HER.
THIS WOMAN IS NOT A FEMINIST HERO
SHE IS A BATSHIT CRAZY FUCKING PSYCHOPATH
IF YOU DON’T BELIEVE ME, WATCH THE EPISODE ON YOUTUBE.

I saw it, watch the episode

(via yer-a-wizard-vaughan)

ouijaboarding:

I don’t understand how humor blogs even thrive on this website anymore because everybody is so damn sensitive nobody can tell a joke without a bunch of motherfuckers getting pissy and starting a virtual riot.

(Source: ouijaboarding, via yer-a-wizard-vaughan)